Last night (C-Section night) was our 3rd out of 4 parenting classes. I’m being honest when I say that last night scared me. I’ve seen C-sections on TV quite a few times and they haven’t really bothered me that much but I guess last night really brought all of that to reality. The other scary thing is that the closer we get to the end of this thing, the more I realize how much I am not ready. It’s weird because two or three months ago I was like, “yeah, let’s go. I’m definitely ready for this.”, but the closer we get the more I feel like I am not prepared. I have been reading The Expectant Father (a book that a prenatal program at Blue Cross Blue Shield gave us. This is an employee only program) and apparently this is normal but it is still not a good feeling for me. Nothing grossed me out or anything like that but it is just the reality that this could happen to us and the fact that all of this birthing stuff IS GOING to happen to us. Ok, now I am ranting. Anyway, I just thought I would give you guys an update of where we stand and how things are going. Lindsey is doing great but her back has been killing her. That’s about the only difficult thing that has happened and if that’s the worst thing that happens through out this whole thing, I will be extremely happy.

We go to have the 4-D scan done on Monday to see who this little bugger looks like. I’ll post photos when we get back.

Tags: Lindsey, pregnancy